This project is a play in memory of the death of GAO Yan, a dance major student in a Chinese art university, bullied to death by his lecturer and classmates in 2022. In hopes of bringing social attention to this case, which, after weeks of internet outcry and protest on social networks, was repressed and censored by the homophobic and bureaucratic hegemony in the Mainland, this play is a sharp and painstaking documentary of what it takes to be outspokenly gay in Chinese showbiz and academia.